You came out of this back then and you can do it today as well. It might take time, but you will find light at the end of this tunnel. Hang in there for some more time. Good things are on the way. Tujh main na kami koi hai, baas tera yeh din bura hai (you don’t have any flaws, it’s just a rough phase). We are in this together and we shall rise together. Love and hugs.